♥♥

yes

i m stress

i m lost too!

yet

many many things troublesome me

 midnight,

i got a sms

with  illmannered

she use to me is a kind,soft,patient girl

wont argue easily,

unless she cant stand anymore

she

scold me because of i dint bare to her prob

i was,so shock!

i dint even scolded or show unpatient at all

what happen?my brain was blank!

hey,i dint say anythings!

i was asking whether she can go to gathering

yet,get scolded not only ONCE!

i get it this morning again!

i cant stand it anymore

i quarrel with her

i want her to remember

dont scold people without a reason!

she say sorry

i say sorry too

i dunoe how to face her

from the bottom of my heart

i really feel bad..

*sigh*

and...

i dont know

what course should i pick

i was applying private uni

*%$#@!&^*?"+-=/

argg.... 

many symbol in my mind

LOST!!

finally

i applied

Financial & Accounting

=)

i dunoe what will happen lar

i know i will cry badly while doing account

but....

i try my best okay!!=)

wish me good luck !

i tell you...

today....

i pick up a phone..

a old soft man sound came out

he :hellow~~my car sudah siap tak~?

i  : oh~~belum neh..perlu dua jam lagi worr...err..bila udah siap,i telepone kepada boss..okay tak??=)

he : oh..macam ni arr...takpe,esok baru i angat kereta lar...terimakasih ya~

i : memang sorry arr..=(

he : takpe takpe,sudah makan tak??

i : sudah !!=D(with a big smile)sangat kenyang oh!!=)boss sudah makan ke??

he :oh~sudahhh..=)herher~~ jadi u jaga baik baik ya...jumpa esok yah.. =)

i : okay!!good bye and thank you =D

selepas itu,hati i macam ada air panas

u know arr..i felt so warm man..

no others customer will treat me so good der arr..

he even dunoe who m i..

oso treat me so good..

then i told my mum,he very good..

mum say...he is a big people~

our sultan's wife's brother..

hahahahahahahaaa...

i cant stop laughing...

i was so proud of myself....

i spoke to our sultan's wife's brother.......

memang bertuah sangat man~!!!!!

u tot everyone can be so lucky as me der meaaaa~~~~

=D

HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

when i close my eye

i felt like i was trap inside a deeeep hole

nothing around me

turn 360

again and again and again

i m soooooooooooooo dizzy

 REASON??

after i finish this 8pages of works...

i cant see any things after finish this stuff

checking checking

one by one

number number

one by one

ABC ABC

one by one

=.='''''

tired!!

twinkle twinkle~~

ish~!

i m too boring!!!

stay at mum's office do nothing~~~

but hari ini memang syok...

kira duit until hand putus~~

hahahahhahaha

yesterday,

kira lalat sampai mati

=.='''''

and..

i m planning for my class gathering

but...

postpone postpone postpone

gerrrr~~~~!!!

有一棵大树，

春天倚着她幻想，

夏天倚着她繁茂，

秋天倚着她成熟，

冬天倚着她沉思。

这棵树就是爸爸妈妈。

 原字于一封电邮。

有意思。=)

tinkle tinkle tinkle~

my little sweet dum dum finger is changing their cloths again!~

since i have nothing to do

i bring ten little fingers go do some spa~

cut short and polish them..

let them look even nicer with the pretty stunning color~

i LOVE this the MOST!!

    

woohoo~~

my left hand colour is combination of red color & bling bling gold dust

memang cantik sekali~!

right hand is blue shinny silver dust color...

phew~so nice!!

the color is from the theme of 

*Alice in the wonderland*

blue - crazy as Hatter

red - red as red head queen

gold silver dust - nice as Alice

 i tried red,

because..

since i m YOUNG

i should try all things that i dont dare to try usually~

hahahahhhaahah~~

i m PROUD of my try!phew phitt~!!

see...my jiejie ten little fingers~

she is so YOUNG too~!

yellow and green..

thats my next colour~

hahahhahahahahahha~!!

we both both dare try new and special color 

and we both felt the same feeling,

FREAKING HAPPY MAN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i came across the death path,

i realised i neither bring nor keep any things when i am gone.

memory flash back quickly what had i done during the past
Sparks in my life started to fade 

betray?loyalty?love?hate?

its doesn't matter any more

its just a little bit of flavouring and seasoning in our life

it use to preserve our memory and to stay longer

no matter what happen in the past

as long as 

REMEMBER who you are

keep moving forward~!

emm emm~~

i love this doll named- cupido

its really cute,and its give me a warm feeling =)

feel safe when you are hugging it..

emm mm....if i got lots of money,

i will bring you home =)

wait me hah~~